I like being an incel. I have no desire for sex or a relationship.

I got bullied and beat up in school a lot. I was never considered good looking hence I had no luck with women. Single since birth. Had a couple of close calls but it never materialized. <br><br>Right now, I am pretty indifferent to it to be honest. I have no desire to have sex, I have no desire to love and I have no desire to be loved. I am just numb and I feel neutral in this regard. Im fine. <br><br>I'm 25 years old btw. I am learning not to care and it's feeling good. I guess I got over it.