My wife, once a heroin addict with a 500-dollar a day habit, is now a confessing Christian and convinced me to delete my porn history

In 2018, my ex-wife had just come out of a two-year relationship from a heroin addict. She was a heroin addict at the time. It all started with a painkiller when she was in heaven, then she went to heroin. She spent about $ 500 a day. I met her in a Narcotics Anonymous group when I was there for my alcoholism. I didn't know she was a heroin addict. She was very beautiful and had long, dark hair and big green eyes. At the time, she was already clean, but she didn't tell anyone how long she was clean. It turned out she was only clean for 60 days I later found out. We dated for two months before we got married. If you can believe it, I didn't know she had a son until after our wedding. She said she had a child, but she never said who the actual father was. To this day, I have no idea who it is, but I think it might be her ex-boyfriend from two years ago. She wouldn't let me near her son and she wouldn't tell me anything about him besides she had to pay child support.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>During our marriage, she convinced me to sell my house that my father left me to pay her bills. She also never told me she was bankrupt. I was so blind in love and angry with my family who didn't want her that I didn't listen to them. She never had a job and I paid for all her living expenses. She was also making me pay $ 1,900 a month for her car, which was a BMW 328i. I still remember the day I had to tell her I couldn't afford to pay for her car and told her she had to find a job. She just called me a loser and said she was going to ask her family for money. Her family hated her because she stole so much money from them when she was a heroin addict. In fact, she once spent her entire student loan on heroin. She never went to school.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>One day she convinced me to delete all my porn from my computer. At that point, I had been with her for a year and a half and we had only had sex twice. It didn't bother me anymore because I just accepted that she lost all her libido when she stopped using heroin. I also accepted that our marriage was over. She deleted all of her social media accounts and only used a secret iPhone and Snapchat. She spent all her time in our bedroom all day. I didn't care because I knew the marriage was over. I planned to divorce her once I got my money back, but she convinced me to stay in the marriage.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>Three weeks ago she told me she's pregnant with our child. Now, I know it's not my child because we haven't had sex in over a year. When she told me, I just laughed at her and told her to get an abortion. I'm an atheist, so I would never make someone have a baby they don't want. Then she told me that all the money she borrowed from me was to pay for her and her child to have a better life. I was very angry and I told her to go to her family for help. She told me her family hates her and she has no one else to turn to. I told her I wanted a divorce and she started crying. I told her if she really wanted to keep the baby, she should go to a crisis pregnancy center and they'll pay for everything and she won't have to worry about a thing. She started crying again and saying she couldn't do it and that she was too stressed out to handle it. Then she told me that she had been reading the Bible and she didn't believe in abortion and that it was wrong. I told her that she should have thought about that before she got pregnant with someone else's child. She started screaming at me that she wanted a divorce and wanted all my money. She also told me if I didn't pay for everything, she would hire a lawyer and take me to court and take all my money. I told her that I was going to take her to court and make her pay me back all my money.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>When she said she was going to take me to court and take all my money, I got really mad because I think she believes she's above the law or something. The next day I hired a lawyer and I'm going to report her to the police and take her to court. I'm going to make her pay me back all my money. I'm also going to take custody of her son away from her because she told me the other day that she hates him and that he made her life miserable. I think she is still using heroin because she looks very emaciated. She barely eats now. I actually feel bad for her, but not bad enough to keep giving her money. She's also very lazy. I don't think she ever went to therapy. I think she still has a lot of mental health issues.