My master's degree and all work related to it is finished. I am not feeling anything but the urge to touch my penis in a well lit room until next year.

This is it. It is over. I am done with my master's degree, and I'm not feeling the way I thought I would. Nothing. I don't feel anything. I'm not happy. I'm not sad. I'm neither fulfilled nor unfulfilled. I'm not thinking about my next steps or my next goals. I do not feel the urge to hug someone. I want nothing but to fuck with myself in a well lit room for the next... God knows. <br><br>I'm tired. I've spent so long working towards this, and I've been so exhausted for so long. I am tired of waking up at 5:30 AM to put in extra work before classes. I am tired of outlining 400 page legal texts with highlighter. I am tired of pulling all nighters in order to meet deadlines. I am tired of feeling unfulfilled. I am tired of school. I need to recharge before I have the energy to do anything.<br><br>I feel like I am not alone in feeling like this, but I just need to vent and get my thoughts down. I have no idea how to feel like myself again, so until then: I'm going to touch my penis in a well lit room.