I envy anyone who is in a relationship.

I hate being alone. I don't understand why there are so many single people if people get so miserable being alone. Why isn't anyone doing anything about it? Why aren't people putting themselves out there? Do people just not want to put in the effort of finding a partner? I don't get it. <br><br>I have been single for years and years. I feel like I'm starting to lose my mind. I don't have any friends, I don't have a partner/spouse. I have my family, but ofc that isn't enough. <br><br>I just want to be happy. I feel like I've always been missing out on something that everyone else has. I feel like I would've been so much happier and more confident had I had a decent love life. <br><br>But no, here I am, lonely AF, surrounded by happy couples and happy families. I just feel like crying because I thought things would turn out. So different.