Unpopular opinion - I'm glad I dont get laid consistently.

Last year I was getting laid consistently. I was seeing a 38 year old single mom. She was 5'10 with c cup titties. We were seeing each other literally everyday but that never translated to me feeling good about myself or the relationship. It always felt like I was in a transactional relationship with her and that I was being used for something. She was 20 years older and I can honestly say that she was only with me for my dick. <br><br>I'm glad that we broke up and I get to focus on myself because now I can be the best version of myself that I can be. Instead of being a cuck to a older woman I can be an alpha male. <br><br>I dont understand why you guys would want to be in a relationship - be it friends with benefits or a long term relationship. For me at least it feels like I'm just a tool to get what she wants. <br>I feel like I'm just being used. <br><br>I dont know if this is just me but I feel like the no fap, gym and being alone has been the best life advice ever.