Why I am going to delete this account

Every night, I get the same notifications from my email. These are the notifications from Chambers and everybody’s comments on my posts. They keep coming and I feel so bad because I don’t even check them anymore. It’s been months since the last time I checked them. I checked one tonight and it was good…I had a very nice conversation with someone in Japan via email. I got to practice language exchange with someone and I found out that person’s favorite hobby is practicing martial arts. It was very interesting. I felt very bad so I decided to delete the account. I feel very bad. I feel heartbroken every time I remember this conversation. I don’t want to practice language exchange with anyone. I just want to practice on my own now. I got very good at Japanese in just 2 years. I can write Kanji from memory the first time I hear the word. I can understand all the grammar rules. I can read and write Hiragana and Katakana the first time I hear the Kanji. I can say a lot by myself in Japanese. It feels very nice to practice and do my best even though it’s hard. Practice is hard but it feels nice. I am very good at Japanese. I feel very good. I feel so happy when I am by myself. I can’t have a conversation with anyone even if I try. I was very disappointed. I realized that I am not good at having a conversation with anyone. It was very disappointing. I don’t want to have a conversation with anyone. But I am very good at Japanese. Practice is hard but it feels nice. I want to practice everyday. I will work very hard…I want to get very good. I feel very good. I don’t want to have a conversation with anyone. I don’t want to get disappointed. So I am going to delete all my accounts. I won’t go on Chambers anymore. I will practice on my own. And I will do my best. It feels very nice and good. I can practice and get very good. It feels very nice. I want to get very good in language exchange. I don’t want to have a conversation. I felt very bad. It was very disappointing. I realized that I am not good at having a conversation. I don’t want to have a conversation anymore. I feel very bad. I want to cry. I don’t want to practice language exchange anymore. I just want to get very good. I feel very good when I am good at Japanese. It feels very good. I will work very hard to get good. It’s nice. And I will be happy. I won’t be disappointed anymore. I want to get very good. I don’t want to practice language exchange anymore. It was very disappointing. I didn’t think I was going to be this disappointed but I am. I was very excited. I wanted to have a conversation with a Japanese person. It was very disappointing. But I am very good at Japanese. I feel very good. I want to get very good. I feel so happy. I want to get very good. I don’t want to have a conversation anymore. I want to be good. It feels very good. I don’t want to get disappointed. I feel bad. I don’t want to get disappointed anymore. I am very good at Japanese. I feel very good. I will work very hard and get very good. I don’t want to have a conversation anymore. It was very disappointing. I was very disappointed. I felt very bad. But I am very good at Japanese. I feel very happy. I can practice on my own. I feel very good. I want to get very good. I feel so happy. I don’t want to practice language exchange anymore. It was very disappointing. I am very good at Japanese. I want to get very good. It feels very nice. I can get better. I feel very good. I want to be very good at Japanese.