My current gf supports mgtow

My current gf is the first girl to show support to this movement. She doesn't want to be a drone to society and work for money so she can barely scrape by. She's an artist. She fully supports my decision to not work and to spend my time cultivating hobbies and skills I enjoy. She says that we're all better off when we do what makes us happy. She says she's not a feminist and she's sickened by the way a lot of women treat their Boyfriends/husbands. She's 100% on board with my decision to never get married. She's my best friend, she's very easy going, she's beautiful like a super model, she's extremely sexual, she supports me doing what I want to do, she never complains about anything, and she never nags. Oh and she's a fantastic artist and she's really close with her family. Her mom is also a cool person. She's a cool mom. Lol. <br><br>I feel like I won the lotto but yet I don't feel like I deserve this. She treats me like a king. She gives me oral every morning before work and she never says no when I want to have sex with her. I feel incredibly guilty and I feel like I'm abusing my power or something. She's just so selfless when it comes to me and I'm not used to this. I'm a big believer in no fapping and she has me to fap or have sex with her every day so I'm never in a bad mood. I'm so addicted to this. Lol. <br><br>I never thought I'd fall in love with a woman, but I think I am. I don't know how to feel about this. I'm so confused. I thought I'd never be in a long term relationship with a woman again. I don't know how to feel about this. I've been together with her for a few years now and I feel like I hit the jackpot. I'm so happy but I'm also feeling guilty. I feel like the biggest piece of shit. I don't understand her. I don't know why she would want to be with me. I feel like I'm taking advantage of her. <br><br>Has anyone else had a similar experience?