Communicating with people online is getting old

I've been chatting with strangers from a social media app for almost two years now. I've met a few of them, but they didn't become my friends... we just had some good time and then continued our lives. I don't really know why I'm writing this, maybe I just need to get things off my chest.<br><br>I have a big trust issue. I don't trust anyone easily, therefore it's hard for me to make friends. I've tried talking to people where I live, but it seems they are all busy with their own lives, so I decided to talk to people online, because there is nothing left to loose even if they turn out to be bad people.<br><br>So far, I haven't talked to bad people. Only with sad ones. They all seem really sad. Especially women. It's like they are waiting for someone to come and save them, but it never happens and their lives suck even more. It makes me feel so sad, because I see myself in them.<br><br>I'm really tired of talking to sad people who are waiting to be rescued by someone else. I feel so lonely. I just want to talk to one person who is happy, but it seems it's impossible.