It hurts that everyone around me will a family soon except me.

I'm happy for them but i cant help but feel empty and Jeolorus.. a lot of them have their kids and some are even married. This life isn't guaranteed and i havent even have a true relationship that will lead to marriage and kids.. i want to have them but it feels like im taking things for granted thinking that it will come easily. some of them got pregnant on accident and they are now on the ride for this new journey.<br><br>It aches.. i feel lonely and like a failure. i cant help but think i dont have enough and that i dont deserve one. I wanted to be happy for everyone but i aint that person and i cant change that. they just announced there pregnancy while i was with them an i was completely crushed. they all laughed and was excited... i havent talked to them or replied to there texts or calls because i dont want them to know. i dont want to ruin there happiness. i feel so empty and broken.