I am a 19M and a software engineering student. I have missed the bus.

I am a 19M and a student of software engineering. Unfortunately, I was naive and believed in the idea of romantic love, i.e., I thought that true love could exist. I have recently gained a better understanding of the reality of the situation. I was in a long-distance relationship for two years, during which I spent time in Europe for six months. This experience exposed me to the reality of modern society and the fact that it is solely based on interests and power. Even though my partner said that she loved me and would be willing to die for me, she was unwilling to relocate to be with me. Long-distance relationships have destroyed me emotionally and mentally, and I have realized that I will never truly love anyone else. I have missed the bus and this thought fills me with deep sadness and regret.<br><br>I understand that this is likely to be met with some skepticism but, for me, it is true.