i have no friends

well, I’m 15 and I have no friends. I get along with my family but my dad is an alcoholic. I can’t even have conversations with him. I’m starting to hate him so much. I’m so grateful that my mum is such a good person. <br><br>I’ve never been so lonely before. I was very sick for a lot of my childhood so I couldn’t attend school. The medicine that I’m taking for this is messing up my mood. I’ve tried to reach out to others before but I’ve never made any connections. I don’t know what to do anymore. I just feel so alone right now.