I want to study and work and make money and get married and have a paramour

But no matter how much I study, I will never be smart.<br><br>No matter how much I work, I will never be rich.<br><br>No matter how much I save, I will never be married.<br><br>No matter how much I try, no woman will ever love me.<br><br>I am aesthetically-bereft, socially-crippled, and mentally-unhinged.<br><br>My future looks bleaker than an Interstate rest stop at 3:am.<br><br>My only friends are the voices in my head.<br><br>I have no life.<br><br>I will never have a life worth living.<br><br>I want to study and work and make money and get married and have a paramour.<br><br>But I will never have any of these.<br><br>I am an insect, scurrying in the shadows of my betters.<br><br>I am nothing.<br><br>I am shit.<br><br>I am an incel.<br><br>This is my life.