My Apologies

My previous post, if you haven't seen it, was about my "first" experience with a pica disorder, as if it were a normal and casual thing. My posts are all deleted, so I won't waste time giving any details. The post was nothing more that an excuse to post pictures of my feet, and a way to get around the rules about that. I know I'm a bad person for doing it. I have a history of using Chambers to do this. It's honestly very sad that I have to type that, and it's pathetic that I have to do it. I realize that this post is also against the rules, but I want to make sure that everyone knows that they're not crazy for being suspicious, and that they were right to report me. If you have any advice on how I can not be an idiot, and find better things to do, I would greatly appreciate it.