Sleep in peace, big girls.

I had a bit of a rough night tonight. I had to look after one of my incubators tonight and decided to take a nap on the couch in the nursery. It's not a nice couch, but the other two nurses fell asleep in the two nice chairs. So I decided to have a nap on the couch.<br><br>I could hear the door open a few times, and I thought it was just the other nurses checking on the incubators or the cleaning lady. I was woken up by one of the nurses telling me I looked cute when I sleep. I got up and went to the bathroom and saw that my shirt was stained and my hair was messy. So I tried to tidy myself up a bit. I went back out into the nursery and saw one of the nurses who told me I looked cute in the other nurses office. She asked me to come in and when I got in the other nurse was there. They told me they wanted to tell me a secret. They told me that they both thought I was cute. One of them, the more outspoken one told me she liked me. The other nurse told me she thought I was a nice person.<br><br>We then had a conversation for a while. They told me that they were surprised I still wear the same size clothes from two years ago. They ask me if I was sure I was clinically obese because I "don't look it". They told me I'm a lot smaller than they thought I would be. They then both told me they would be happy to go out with me if I asked them.<br><br>I'm actually a bit disappointed. They both seemed to be after a chubby girl, but then turned out to not be into chubby girls. They both said I'm pretty and nice and stuff, but it's not the same. I don't feel like I would be going out with them because they like me for who I am, it feels like they like me because they want to feel like they're going out with a chubby girl. I can't explain it well.<br><br>I then went home and went to the grocery store. I had a pair of fishnets and a skirt on. I felt pretty and then when I was walking past one of the stalls, I heard the dood call me cute. I don't like when people call me cute. It makes me feel like I'm some novelty or pet to them or something. I don't know, it's hard to explain. I just don't feel like I'm treated like a regular human when I'm called cute. I just want to be treated like everyone else. But I guess that's the price I pay for being overweight and a nurse.<br><br>Well, I'm going to go now. I'm just going to go to sleep. I want to forget about today.