No one would care if i were to drop dead right now

When I was younger I used to think you needed to put yourself out there. You had to try. You had to risk. That's how the good things in life happen. You need to put yourself out there to meet quality people. The fewer quality people you meet, the fewer quality people there are out there that will care about you. I know this now.<br><br>I could drop dead tomorrow and no one would give a shit. No one would show up to my funeral. I've realized that there is no reason for me to go on living. I literally have nothing left to live for, I've been taken advantage of for the last time; I've put good faith into people for the last time. I no longer have any faith or hope left.<br><br>Can't wait to be gone and out of everyone's hair for good.