My wife was killed by an illegal immigrant. I feel so angry and hurt.

I've never written anything like this before, but I feel like I have no one and nowhere else to turn to now.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>My 32 year old wife was involved in a car crash last week. She was approaching an intersection when a car ran the red light and smashed into her car at over 70 mph. She died at the scene. I'm in my 30s and we had a 3 year old child together. We also just found out she was 12 weeks pregnant with our second child.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>The driver of the car that killed her was an immigrant who had been living in our country for a year or so. He was driving on a suspended license, had an expired registration and no insurance. He had a history of ignoring stop signs and traffic signals. He was in a hurry and didn't want to wait for the red light so he could turn left. He literally killed her because he was lazy and didn't care about the safety of anyone in the road.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I'm so angry and hurt. I miss my wife so much. I miss everything about her. I feel like we were given a special gift, only for it to be cruelly taken away from us. And for what? What did he get from killing her? Why was he in such a hurry to turn left? Why did he feel like it was ok to break every traffic rule possible? Why do I have to spend the rest of my life raising a child who will never know her mother?<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I've always been pro immigration and feel that we should allow immigrants to come into our country. But now I don't know if I feel that way anymore. I don't know what to think or who to turn to.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I just wish she would come back. I wish this wasn't real.