Why "normal" boys and women hate us so much. I'll end with a story.

I often ask my self why do normies hate us (especially cels) so much? To me it seem like they are not good boys who are doing what they always do, bully people that are not like them. <br>They are the biggest bullies I've ever seen. People says stuff like "clooney horsedick" "mangoward", "celticel", "virgin", "limalol" and they laugh at this jokes and sometimes they will even call it "funny". Not to me. To me its just mean if I'm being honest. <br>Tbh sometimes I just wanna be loved. To have that one gf that cares about me and loves me, that's all I ever wanted. If I ever get that chance to be in a relationship I will give it 110% to satisfy my gf and to be the best I can for her. <br>But all they want is to laugh at us or to call us "freaks" or "creeps" and call us these mean names. I just wanna be loved. <br>My story:<br>I used to live closer to the town. I had a friend who went to my school. We were kinda good friends and we rode our bikes around town and we used to have good times. One day I began to start growing pubic hair and my friend was already a 4 months ahead of me. I was glad and proud that I finally got pubic hair. So I told my friend that I had got pubic hair. He asked me how much and I said a "couple" as I was still young and I didn't understand much of the "pubic hair cycle" so I guess you could say my friend went with the assumption that I didn't have much. I was proud that I was growing up and that I finally got my first pubic hair. One day as I was in my room I heard my friend talking with other kids that I knew as they were my age and lived in the same area. I heard them talk about how I was bragging about my pubic hair and how I only had a couple and how he had 1000x more than me and he was probably lying but it really hurt me. I felt like I had to show him that I was growing up, that I was one of them. I felt worthless and useless. After that day I started to hate myself more and I was more anxious than ever. I didn't know what to do. It made me so fucking angry at myself that I was less than him. I was so fucking jealous. I didn't wanna be less than him but unfortunately i was (so I thought). So I really started to hate myself after that. It was really painful. After that day I started to get more and more angry at world. I just wanted to be loved and cared about and treated equally as the boys so we could have the same rights and be treated the same. But no. They laughed at my expense and made jokes about me and bullied me. And after that day they were a lot meaner to me than before so I really started to hate them.