A group of girls asked if I could kill myself as a joke, unaware that I was contemplating suicide. Never have I ever felt so reassured in life

I was on fiverr and shared some of my art. A group of girls messaged me and found it funny to ask me to “kill myself” and that “I should die” because they didn’t like my art and I was promoting it. I was contemplating suicide beforehand but the messages I received started to make me feel better for some reason unknown. I think it’s because I’m genuinely not capable of killing myself and the messages made me think “the ones who want me to kill myself are simply sending messages on fiverr about not liking my art from their homes. They aren’t killing themselves so I should do the same.” It’s like, if they don’t think I’m even good enough to live then maybe I’m not good enough to kill myself. I appreciate them tbh.