Weird dream last night

So I woke up and suddenly remembered this dream I had. I was in my kitchen, and inside this bottle cap were a few damp western conifer seed bugs. <br><br><br>I'm not sure why, but suddenly it felt like I was in the wrong. I felt this incredibly strong sense of guilt, like I had committed some sort of crime. I was like... "Oh no.... what have I done? I'm just as bad as the seedbugs". <br><br><br>What followed was a sequence of horrific events that all culminated in the same dream ending anyway... every single time I would see a seedbug I would feel this crushing sense of sadness and guilt. I didn't deserve to live, eid. <br><br><br>But then my dad busts in and all he does is go "What's with all these seedbugs ?" Every single time I kill them.... I don't hold myself accountable for it anymore. <br><br><br>Then I woke up.