I was bullied in high school, have been on anti depressants for 10 years, and have trouble making friends, but am still more popular than most of you.

This may sound like a humble-brag.<br><br>I was bullied in high school. I took it so badly that I had to go in to see a counselor and eventually got put on anti-depressants, which I still take today. The bullying, combined with parent’s divorce, has made it very hard for me to make friends. I have trouble opening up. I am not very confident. I have not had a girlfriend and am still a virgin.<br><br>However, I am also 6ft 3, have a chisled jawline, green eyes, and a full head of hair. I lift and have a pretty decent body. I have trouble connecting with people on an emotional level, but I do have one good friend that I have remained friends with since high school. He is also pretty well liked. I am very outgoing and personable when I want to be. People like me. I am the president of the rugby team at my university, which is the most popular sport on campus. I was recently elected in as president, and over 70% of the team voted for me.<br><br>And I still feel like most people do not like me. I have trouble opening up to people, which means that I don’t have any friends outside of rugby. I don’t have much luck with girls, and I frequently find myself going home to a dark apartment and drinking by myself. I am going to be 26 soon and have never even held a girl’s hand. When I try to talk to girls I am not interested in, it is great. When I try to talk to an attractive girl that I am interested in, I am suddenly a mute, socially unaware, gimp. It is pathetic. I have never even kissed a girl.<br><br>I am living proof that being physically good looking does nothing to help you navigate the world of humans. Being good looking does not get your more friends, more girlfriends, or a better job. Being good looking does not make you more likable. I am living proof that this is not the case. <br><br>So don’t blame your lack of looks for your lack of success in life.