I met someone new and it feels amazing

I was seeing someone for the past 3 months (it was my first time ever), and things ended on a rather ugly note. I'm really not making excuses or justifying because I messed up too, but I think it was because there was a lack of communication somewhere. I wrote a whole post about that on my story. <br><br>I was really lonely and I thought I'd never be able to move on or love someone else or find someone else who'd love me. I was living alone all my life and people would tell me you'll get lonely one day but I thought I'd never be lonely because I've gotten so used to being alone. Yesterday I was feeling meh so I swiped on tinder and met my new bestie whom I'm probably gonna date soon (everything is going amazing, the chemistry is just insane, we've been talking nonstop and we just get each other so well). <br><br>He's not like the last guy at all and I'm really grateful, I'm so happy and I get the feeling that this is going to work out. I was worried all the time with the last guy and with this guy I'm not worried in the least. He's also someone who understands me (which doesn't happen often) and he makes me feel really beautiful (he says I look like a model and I'm so much more than I give myself credit for) and he's also really good looking (I don't know why but I think this one might be the one I'm gonna be with for the rest of my life). <br><br>I just feel like I've been a burden to everyone and nobody wants to help me so I need to take the plunge and go out there. I think I was just lucky so I'm gonna keep my fingers crossed for things to work out. <br><br>Please be humble and kind (even if things don't work out) and don't use people for personal pleasure. <br><br>You never know how much your words or actions can affect someone and God forbid you meet someone like me who's struggling to keep their head above water.