I had sex with my cousin and I will do it again

I am 24 years old and my cousin is almost 22.<br><br>We are first cousins and have been close since we were young, but at the time I was 19, I was in a relationship and only him and his sister knew about it since he was visiting us, it was my first relationship and we had sex for the first time and he would ask me questions about it and I would answer him.<br><br>Then, a little over a year later, he asked me out.<br><br>Me, being foolish, thought I could make it work thinking I would fall in love with him since I already cared about him and even though I was only 20, he was my first and I thought that was always going to be the case.<br><br>We dated for a little over two years and I fell in love with him but he was unmotivated and our families didn't like us together. We broke up but I still cared about him and we would talk from time to time.<br><br>Well, I met my current boyfriend, he has everything I am looking for, he has a great career, is hot, treats me well and more importantly he knows how to please me. I have been with him since June, we are doing things slow.<br><br>Well, last week my cousin came to visit and I wanted to see him so we met and we had sex. I am ashamed of it and I know it was wrong and I fell for the same thing again, being stupid and thinking I can make it work.<br><br>I already told him about my boyfriend and he reacted well, I don't know if he was lying or not but I really don't care, I would do it again if it was up to me.<br><br>He will be visiting again next month and I am going to his wedding on December but I don't think I will be able to help myself and I will let him have me again.