Tonight I cried myself to sleep.

My boyfriend is going tomorrow with my dog and I am so happy I have no idea what tomorrow will bring. I am still scared but I am taking it head on (I guess) <br><br>I really wish he could’ve been here tonight- I am so alone and I think having him here tonight would’ve helped a lot. <br><br>I got a lot of texts and I am so thankful for everyone that I have met here. I am so grateful.<br><br>I’ve been crying for the last hour and I am so tired but I am still feeling a little depressed. I just wish I could’ve been there with him tonight.<br><br>I love him and I will always love him. I know this isn’t the end I know this is just the beginning of something greater.<br><br>I have never felt so alone. I do have people checking on me and I am so grateful for them but I still am feeling alone. <br><br>I think I’m gonna go to sleep and try to get a good night sleep.<br><br>I am so scared- he was my world. He was my everything and he will always have a piece of me.