Why can’t I have a relationship where my partner doesn’t feel the need to screw me raw every time? I’m 24 and I’m still not fixed.

Why can’t I have ONE relationship where my partner feels the need to always wear a condom, or at least regularly? I’ve only been in 4 committed relationships in my life, and every single one of them insist that I’m not mature enough to handle the responsibilities of unprotected sex, they always argue that condoms aren’t very effective, and that pulling out is not reliable. Even with my most recent boyfriend who got married to me THREE MONTHS into our relationship, he wants to be intimate with me raw EVERY TIME we’re together. He keeps telling me that it feels more natural and it brings us closer together. I don’t feel the need to do it, but when I try to decline he gets angry and says I’m not “ready” to be in a relationship with him.