I (M30) genuinely love my (F24) gf and I would do anything for her. But I don't know why, I'm so repulsed by my own face.

I know she loves me, and I know she's not lying, because I just know, I'm not paranoid like that.<br><br>I look at myself and I feel sick, my face is so fucking ugly. I'm not a saltcel or anything. I work out, have a good career and make good money. But the feeling of hating my face doesn't go away. I feel like I've let my gf down, because I'm so ugly.<br><br>I thought maybe I'm just becoming more aware of my face because I'm older and I'm taking more notice of myself. But I just can't explain my feelings. I don't even have a reason to hate myself. I know my gf loves me as much as I love her, and I'm not insecure about our relationship, but I just feel like I'm not good enough because of my face.<br><br>I don't know what to do, or where this is going, I just needed to vent somewhere<br><br>Edit: thank you for the kind words y'all, I feel a little better now