I'm gay and I'm blackpilled

I hate the concept of gay culture. Everybody is so hypersexual. It's disgusting. I just want to find a man being his genuine self. The beauty in masculinity doesn't lie in the superficial, surface level aesthetic.<br><br>I can't stand the concept of the gay scene. The clubs, strip clubs, etc. It all just seems disgusting and degrading. I'm just looking for a man with a strong work ethic, personality, and work ethic.