Today I was told that my beard is a display of freudian masculinity. I am broken I have lost the will to live.

Today I was told that my beard is a display of freudian masculinity. I am broken I have lost the will to live.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I have had no one to do it for me in years and no matter how hard I try my beard and face does not look like Ryan Reynolds. Now I have been out of university for a year and a half and I am still lonely. I am wondering why I even have any facial hair at all. I have shaved once every 6 weeks if that. I wonder now that I can get it removed. I cant pull like that no matter what and I am not going to win any genetic lotteries with my face. I am not a rascal and I am not attractive. I have no confidence and I cry alot because of nothing because I get trucked by people in life. I have a hard time fitting in and am constantly told I am not like everyone else. I am not socially attractive. I cry myself to sleep or wake myself up crying every night. I wonder if this is where I am. I have tried to change. I have gone to therapy. I have tried to break out of my shell. I feel completely alone. Please pray for me.<br><br>&#x200B;