[Anna] Some really good updates.

I've been a little absent from this sub, so, to update quickly. I decided to make a new account, so I could actually post comments on posts (haven't figured out that issue yet), and don't want to say anything bad about my parents on my own account.<br><br>I have the studio apartment now, and its so much better than I ever expected. I have my own bedroom, my own kitchen, my couch..I even got a Visa card with a really low limit. I was in the stores with my sisters and I bought something and asked to pay with..card. I felt so mature, it was really funny. <br><br>My sisters and I, we're talking frequently now, we even made some plans for the new year, which is a big change for me because I was alone at the new years eve for like 4 years in a row.<br><br>Lars is still good. We have our own inside jokes now, its funny and so cool. I cant believe that I called him my black sheep. I would say I'm still a bit embarrassed, but, yeah, a good kind.<br><br>And Chris, he's good too. I'm going to spend some time with him and his wife on Christmas, which is another huge thing.<br><br>I didn't have the money for a therapist, I suck at asking for help, and I'm just bad at solving my own problems, but, I'm working on all that. My biggest problem right now is that I'm feeling a bit lost, so, yeah, I'm working on that too.<br><br>Thanks for all your kind words and advice. I got really inspired by this sub, and I'm really happy, and I cant wait to see what's going to happen next.<br><br>Sorry that this is a mess, English is not my first language, and I've been barely sleeping for the past week. Hopefully I'll get more sleep soon. I cant wait to feel rested again.