I am so fucking sick of people.

I live alone in an apartment and haven’t had any visitors in two months. My only social interaction is saying hi to one of my coworkers when I pick up my shift and maybe saying hi to the gas station worker when I buy my daily coffee. That’s it. <br><br>I’ve always been introverted but I’ve never felt THIS isolated before. <br><br>I’m lonely, I have no friends, no life, no money, and I’ve been stuck in this rut for five years now. <br><br>I hate people. I hate how they make me feel. I hate how they make me want to crawl under a rock and die. <br><br>I’m done with emotional pain. I’ve been hurting for so long it’s just become so fucking exhausting. It’s like chronic pain at this point. <br><br>I would give anything just to break down and cry because I’m so tired of hurting, but I can’t even do that anymore. I’m just so tired of hurting and being alone.