I have no friends.

I know I'm not the first person to say this, and I also know that I am not the only person who has ever said this. I have no friends, and it has NEVER bothered me until recently. <br><br>I have never had a single friend in my entire life. I am 20 years old, and I have never once had a friend. I've always been perfect happy with it, I've never felt lonely or anything. I've always been just fine with only my family being around me. <br><br>Yesterday I got particularly upset at how lonely I am. I got invited to 2 different events, that both took place at the same time. I had to go to one, and had no one to tell about it. It felt like it did not matter to anyone, and therefore it did not matter. <br><br>I am lonely and I am sad. I have no one to talk to, so I am here.