I am in love with a Muslim girl and planning to marry her in the next few months. I think I am losing my mind.

I need advice because I think I have lost my mind or I am on the verge of losing it. I am an Indian Hindu from a very strong Hindu/Right Wing background. From the very start, I have been taught to always put my religion and honour first. I have been taught not to like or befriend Muslims, Christians, etc. I have always been proud of my heritage and culture. But everything changed when I met her. She is a Muslim woman from Pakistan who lives in the UK. She is the most beautiful woman I have ever met. I have always been a traditionalist. I have always wanted a traditional Indian bride. But something about her touched my heart. She is very intelligent. She makes me laugh. She is very kind. She makes me feel so happy and safe every time we talk. She is a strong supporter of Indian Hindus and their rights. She hates how Pakistani Muslims treat Hindus in Pakistan. She is very strong about preserving Hindu heritage and culture. She is a strong supporter of Israel and the Jewish people. She is a strong opponent of global Muslim extremism. I am very interested in her and I think she feels the same way about me. She is the first woman who really understands me and what I want in life. I want to be with her. I want to marry her and have Hindu children with her. I want to make her my Hindu wife. I do not think my family will approve because she is Muslim. I am afraid of what they will do if they find out. I am worried what my friends and others will think. I am in love with her. I am on the verge of losing my mind or I think I have lost my mind already. Please help<br><br>Tl;DR I am a Hindu man and I am in love with a Muslim woman from Pakistan. I want to marry her and live happily ever after but I am scared of the repercussions from everyone else.<br><br>UPDATE 1 I have gotten so many comments on this post. I am overwhelmed. I will continue to update. I am very grateful to everyone who took the time to comment and give their two cents. I am grateful for the support and I am grateful for the negatives. I will be thinking about this carefully<br><br>UPDATE 2 I have given it a lot of thought since yesterday. I have decided to update everyone on my situation and end any confusion about my identity and my intentions. I am an ethnic Indian Hindu from the southern state of Tamil Nadu. I was born and raised in India. I was raised in the Hindu religion and I believe in the Hindu religion. I am a Hindu nationalist. I love India. I love Hinduism. I will never betray my country or my people. I am not a Muslim or some other minority trying to infiltrate Hindu society. I am Hindu and I always will be. I do not know what the future holds. But I will try to keep everyone updated<br><br>UPDATE 3 I have given this a lot of thought and I have talked to her. I have decided to follow all of your advice and end things with her. It's not working out. I have sent her a voice message and I am waiting to hear back from her. I am sad about it but I think this is for the best. I appreciate everyone's advice<br><br>UPDATE 4 I am finally free. I am finally in peace. I am finally living for myself and my people. I am no longer in love with her. She no longer has a hold on me. I am grateful to all of you for your advice and guidance. Thank you so much<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>UPDATE 5 I am no longer in contact with her. It has been many months. I have moved on with my life. I am no longer in love with her. I am happy and ready to move on with my life. I am looking to settle down with a nice Hindu woman and have children. I am excited for the future