I miss having a best friend

I’m a 30 year old female and I had a best friend since middle school all the way until college. We used to be inseparable.... but as we got older we just drifted apart... it’s like it just went away... She got into a crowd I didn’t like and I was too shy and introverted to find friends at the time... and now that I’m a little more out of my shell I just don’t have a best friend... <br><br>I feel bad posting this because I know many of you probably don’t have a friend at all but it’s hard not to think about what’s missing in my life... sometimes I wish I had a great friend to cuddle with and watch movies or go on adventures... but there’s no one like that in my life. <br><br>I feel a little better now... thanks for letting me vent. <br><br>Sorry for the grammatical errors.