I just wanted a kiss

I've been emotionnaly dead for the last few months and I'm kinda wondering how I still have some fragments of feelings left, they seem to be melting slowly.<br><br>I knew this girl, she was in my class. I've never talked to her before but I've always been in love with her, never said anything to her though. I'm a loner and I'm shy, not much to say about me. <br><br>I was on a school trip this weekend, she was there too. Never said anything to her, it was the last time I could have. I don't see her often. We were sitting on different tables at lunch, she was sitting next to her friend. I went there to talk to them. I was really shy, all they did was stare at me. We were talking, I was trying to be nice and all. I don't know, she seemed to be interested in me. I was too scared to ask her her number, I just left. <br><br>I saw her later at the hotel we were staying in. She was alone, no friends, at least, I didn't see any. I could have gone to talk to her, but I was too much of a coward to do anything, I'm not even sure if she wanted to talk to me.<br><br>Later at night, we were in a park nearby, everyone was there. She was there too. We talked for a moment. I wanted to tell her something but I couldn't. I was too scared, my voice trembled. Everyone around was staring. I wanted to tell her something but I couldn't. I wish I could have told her how much I loved her, she is everything to me. I wanted her to know. She might have loved me too. I might have been wrong. She was looking at me, sometimes. I wanted to kiss her. She was too beautiful. I wanted to tell her. I might have been wrong. We talked, everyone around was staring and I couldn't say it. We talked, I wanted to tell her how much I loved her. It was the last time I saw her. I will probably never see her again and she will never know how much I loved her.