Has anyone ever had a recurring number that just will not leave you the fuck alone?

I hate to post here but idk wtf is happening to me. I've been dealing with this for a few years now, and I can't seem to find any help or answer.<br><br>Everywhere I go, the numbers 1 and 3 will not leave me the fuck alone for the life of me<br><br>112, 131, 11, 13, 31. I would say these numbers have appeared to me about 80% of my day. It's truly insane. Just driving down the street, and on random ass cars that I don't give AF about but the license plate looks like this.... 1-3-1-F-Z or random ass house address numbers like 1131 or w/e. <br><br>It's insane. You will not believe how often this has happened to me.<br><br>Something else that may be important to mention, my mom's birthday is 1/13, and my mom passed away almost 3 years ago. I'm going insane because I don't know if this is the universe telling me something or just my brain playing a cruel fucking joke on me. Any thoughts?<br><br>EDIT Update: I think some people think I'm doing this purposefully. I want to reiterate that I'm not, nor have I ever, purposefully looked for these numbers. They just happen to randomly show up w/o any rhyme or reason. Shit makes me think I'm losing my damn mind lol.<br><br>EDIT 2: The title of this post is something I stole from another post that had similar numbers to mine. To avoid confusion, the numbers I've been seeing JUST happen to be 1 and 3, no rhyme or reason. Could be 13, 113, 131, 1, 3. Just 1 and 3. Everywhere.