[First post] I'm a woman who has been to blackpill forums for 2 years. I'm not here to argue.

I started lurking on blackpill forums in early 2022 out of curiosity. I've always been interested in all kinds of groups with radical rhetoric, conspiracy theories, hate groups, etc. <br><br>Even though I am a woman and have never experienced 'blackpilled' issues and never will, it's absolutely - and painfully - clear that a lot of you are telling the truth. The reason I stay is because I want to see what kind of effect blackpilled thinking has on people. It's clear it has both helped and hurt different people here.<br><br>I feel a little guilty because I have been dissuaded from dating recently. I don't think I believe that men are disposable, but seeing so much evidence of how badly women treat men has definitely undermined my faith in men's sense of chivalry. I don't understand why anyone would want to lend a helping hand to people who will treat you like garbage (or worse) once you're vulnerable. A lot of women take advantage of that, and do so without remorse.<br><br>I don't really know what the point of this post is. Maybe I just want to show that not every woman is as shallow as you may think.