Any other incels having really bad mental breakdowns?

It came to a point where I cry and break down almost every day now.<br><br>Even though I've already accepted my fate as an incel, I still find myself having these stupid hopes that I can improve myself and maybe find a relationship. It's just hard to let go of that hope, you know? It's still there even though I know I'm fooling myself.<br><br>I'm just so sick of this loneliness I guess. It pains me that I can't rely on anyone for any kind of emotional support, and it feels like I don't have anyone at all to turn to.<br><br>What's even the point of being a functional, competent person if you're just alone.