My wife (28F) and daughter (1F) are visiting her mother for holidays. I (31M) want to have fun in town but I don’t want to hurt my... (First 275 words)

This is my first post and I would be happy to get feedback from people here. I am not native English speaker and I never bothered too much to learn how to speak properly. I have been living in Germany for a couple of years and I never had a need to speak properly because lately everyone speaks English and it became very easy to do things (e.g. go to groceries, talk with people on the street, go to the restaurant). For me, Grammar and spelling is ok but my vocabulary is very limited as well as my pronunciation skills. I work as a software engineer and I don’t speak much at work. Once per year, I have to talk to my colleagues in English. I have never been to an English course.<br><br>My wife (28F), my daughter (1F) and I (31F) live in a big city in Germany and I like this city a lot but it is very boring here. My wife is very boring and she doesn’t like going out anywhere. We are going out to eat once per month maybe to a restaurant. I don’t know why she doesn’t like going out but when she was younger, she liked going out a lot and she was more open. I have tried to ask her multiple times but she is just saying that she is tired. I was once with her to the doctor and the doctor has said that she is healthy. She is also sleeping all the time. My daughter is also a big burden for her and she is not playing with her. I have tried a lot of activities and she is just saying that she is tired. She doesn’t want to be woken up when she is sleeping and she doesn’t talk to me if I talk to her when she is sleeping.<br><br>My wife and I are not compatible and I was disappointed in her when I got to know her better. I hate the idea to be divorced as my parents are divorced and I don’t want my daughter to be raised in 2 different homes. I don’t know, what is the best for my daughter. We are living well together as a family and my wife is a good mother.<br><br>My wife and daughter are visiting my wife’s mother for holidays. I am going to stay at home because I am not feeling well in my wife’s mother’s house and I also have to work from home. I have never been alone at home and I feel strange. I am thinking of inviting friends over to have a party. Previously, I have never told my wife that I am going out with friends but recently, I have started to tell her that I am going for a beer with my friends. She is not saying anything and I don’t understand what is going on in her mind.<br><br>I don’t know if I should talk to her about inviting friends over to have fun. I have never been to a party and I am very curious to know how it is going to feel like. I would like to know if it is going to be fun. My wife is going to be back in a week and I was thinking of inviting my friends over tomorrow. I don’t know if I should tell her anything.<br><br>**TL;DR:** Wife and kid are visiting her mother. I am curious about inviting friends over for a party in my townhouse but I... (basically the same as the post title)<br><br>EDIT: Holy fuck, this blew up. I am not a journalist and I didn’t think this is going to blew up like this. I am going to reply to comments and I will happy to provide more information.