The other day I was going to talk to this woman and I shit myself.

I mena I was just standing there by a booth at the restaurant I work in and I shit myself. The only thing that stopped me from going through with talking with her was that I shit myself. So now I'm wondering, did my subconscious stop me from talking to her by making me shit myself so I wouldn't end up having a kid with her that would turn out to be a psychopath or something?