My friend just told me she is pregnant…

I’m happy for her.. but man I’m just jealous. I have PCOS and I am infertile. I tried 3 rounds of IUI to no avail. I was told I would never be able to conceive and now I want a child more than anything. She never wanted kids so I’m shocked and pretty jealous. I know most people don’t want kids but I always thought it was beautiful. A baby will always love you and they are pure. I know I’m being immature but why can’t I have a baby and she did when she didn’t want one. It sucks.