I'm abandoning ship with this sub.

I used to love this sub back in 2017. The 3 users I used to follow were used to make me laugh with all the sense of humor, and self deprecation. Account was made in 2015 but started using chambers more in 2017. I had a myspace account, then a Facebook account, but myspace was dead and I couldn't get people to join Orkut.<br><br>I joined this sub because I liked the idea of a space to air out my unpopular opinions. Usually it would be a discussion topic, and I would respond with my opinions. I would usually feel like I had nothing to say, and that my opinions were all unpopular. <br><br>The turning point for me was when I became a moderator. I had no idea as to what I was doing, but I knew I had to keep up with the attitude of the sub. I would sporadically remove comments, and I would usually give out inane feedback. I usually don't know what I'm doing because I'm a bit of an idiot. But I kept up with the attitude and banter. I was a garbage moderator, but at least I was trying to be funny. <br><br>I was one of the few moderators that would engage with the users here. This was the turning point for me. They were the ones that I could have a real conversation with, and the reason I'm abandoning ship. <br><br>This sub really went down with all the shit posting. Sometimes I wonder if karma is a meaningless number. I try to make lighthearted, or funny comments. But I would still get downvoted. It feels like I'm being judged on the fact that I'm a moderator, rather than the quality of the comment. At this point, I don't even care about the karma. I would get downvoted for no reason. <br><br>I didn't want to say goodbye to everyone in the chat, but I can't be around the other moderators. Chambers has changed a lot.