I'm gay, and I can experience the world without women, it's the best feeling

I've been in the MGTOW space for about 3 years now (I am 23). I am gay. Being gay is great because I get to witness the absolute collapse of society yet I will not be blamed for it nor do I have to face the negativity of being in a relationship with a woman, or raising a family. <br><br>I've witnessed the rise of hypergamy. The rise of promiscuity. The rise of lunacy. The fall of women. <br><br>I can truthfully say that I never, in my entire life, experienced love, affection, care and warmth from a woman. Never. I am fortunate enough to be living in a time where I can witness the complete collapse of feminism. <br><br>I don't get why men date women. I don't get why men even bother with women. I don't get why men risk their lives, freedom and sanity to be around a goddamn woman. I would rather watch paint dry than think about dating a woman. I would rather stick needles in my eyes than go on a date with a woman. I would rather die than date a woman. <br><br>We men have truly fucked up. Sure, our forebears did all that they could to build society. But we failed. We have failed. Society will not be saved. Society will collapse. Society is collapsing. <br><br>I just hope that women burn in hell for what they have done to us. I hope that women will one day wake up and understand the chaos they have caused. I hope that women can learn to understand that a world without men is a world that does not exist. I hope that women can learn to treat us with basic human dignity. I hope that women can learn to love us, to appreciate us, to treat us. <br><br>But I have no hope. No hope at all. I have no hope that women will ever change. I have no hope that society will ever be saved. I have no hope that we men can recover. I have no hope that we can ever succeed. I have no hope that women can love us. I have no hope that women can appreciate us. I have no hope that women can treat us with basic respect. I have no hope that women can ever understand us. <br><br>I have no hope. <br><br>No hope.<br><br>But I'm gonna live, I'm gonna experience life, I'm gonna enjoy my life for me. I'm gonna be happy.