Wish I had some companionship right now.

I'd kill for a cuddlebuddy, but for the foreseeable future it's just me. It's been a tiring night, my beforehand plans were cancelled, and I'm just feeling so fucking lonely.<br><br>My line of work requires me to be a loner most of the time so I hang out with friends sometimes on my free days and most of them have moved on with their lives and I'm just still here... by myself... all the time.<br><br>Also, it's 1:30 am where I am and I was hoping I could hit the gym to just clear my head and then it just started pouring rain and I'm back to square one. Just in my room, alone.<br><br>After a lot of thinking, I decided that having a dog would be great and I researched breeds that can thrive in small living spaces and then I remember how crazy it is to work my hours while I need to raise a puppy at the same time... so no dog for me... sigh<br><br>I'm not a drinker, I've never been more emotional than tonight. I'm almost crying because I just really wish I had someone here to talk to or just someone to hug me.