I just started learning Korean, but I'm already worried that I won't be able to continue

So I have been learning Korean for a couple of weeks. <br><br>My dad is Korean, so I decided to learn Korean for him. He doesn't speak English and I want to be able to talk to him in Korean. He's always happily talks to me in Korean and is very happy when I say or try to say something to him in Korean. <br><br>He even tried to teach me Korean (he's so cute - he's only speaking one word at a time and he makes me repeat it). But I just wish I could learn more. <br><br>I keep thinking about how I won't be able to read subtitles when we watch shows in Korean. (I don't know if it really helps, but it helps me feel like I'm learning and getting better at English). I don't want to feel any different because I'm Korean.<br><br>I'm worried that I won't be able to learn how to read Korean. I wish I was androgynous (I'm a girl) so I can watch Korean shows and listen to K-pop without anyone judging me.<br><br>I don't want to get a tattoo of Korean characters because people might think I'm trying to seem "edgy" or "alt" or "weird". <br><br>I don't want to buy every BTS or Blackpink album because I'm afraid that they think I'm also trying to seem "alt" or "edgy". <br><br>I feel like I have to hide that I'm Korean. I feel like I have to hide that I'm learning Korean. <br><br>I wish I could learn Korean but I don't want to get judged.