I was once a beautiful girl

I was born into an upper-middle-class family, with a beautiful mother and handsome father. My mother was very beautiful when she was young, but she got fat as my father did, as they aged. My maternal grandfather told me that my mother was the prettiest woman he had ever laid eyes on. I think I got my looks from my mother.<br><br>I was once beautiful. I had blonde hair when I was a little girl. I had the most beautiful eyes, nose, and lips. When I was a teenager, I had long hair, curly hair, and it was my pride. I had big breasts when I was 17. However, I got fat and ugly after 17.<br><br>When I was 17, I was dating a guy who I liked. He was handsome, but he was not my first love. My first love was with a guy who was my classmate. I loved him so much, but he never loved me. I broke up with my boyfriend, because a guy who I fell for, asked me out. I was so blind with my love for him. My first love let me down. He was a virgin. He said that I was not his type. I could not believe how I let him down. I was so hurt.<br><br>I have not been in a relationship since. I am now 30 years old. I am a spinster.<br><br>I know that I am no longer beautiful. My hair has turned black, and I always wear it short (I never liked long hair after 20); I have lost all my beauty. When I look in the mirror, I am sad. I wanted to be a beautiful woman at least once in my life. I feel sorry for myself. I hope my life would turn around in the future.