I am seriously considering suicide and I need help.

I've already tried multiple times, but now I'm considering it again. I'm so tired of being in pain, physically and mentally. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of not being able to go outside without getting sick. I'm just so tired.<br><br>Update: I called the mental health hotline, and then a crisis line, and they both told me they don't give advice, so I called my therapist and she talked to me for a bit, and I'm going to see her on Monday. I'm going to try to be strong and not give up. It's not going to be easy, but I'm going to do it. Thank you all so much for your kindness and support.