I am a child free by choice 35 year old with $60,000

I'm not working right now, but I'm thinking of working in Feb. I feel like I can easily make it to the spring on my savings. I make $18/hour and working 40 hours a week will bring me in $4,000/month right off the bat.<br><br>I've been feeling just okay because of my savings and my job prospects but I feel like I lost a lot and I'm wondering if I should buy something or take a trip or do something. I invested $10,000 but that's it. I don't know if I should work forever or if I should enjoy myself this year now that I can afford to. I feel like I should be living it up but at the same time I'm just going to have to continue working for money. I've been in a funk this month as I've lost my sense of purpose because I no longer have to save money. I can afford to travel to Europe and I've never been but I'm hesitant because I'm supposed to start working soon. I'm in my mid thirties and I don't know if I should be living it up or thinking about retiring. I feel like I'm in a time warp where I could be 25 or 40. I don't know if I should start trying to save for a house or what.<br><br>I feel like just letting loose and enjoying myself. I feel like I'm just going to get stuck in a rut as I'm already dreading getting a job.