From the perspective of someone who is nonexistent, what is the meaning of being alive?

I have come to the realization that, statistically speaking, I have no real effect on society as a whole. I am simply a minor variable in the grand equation that is life. I don’t add to society, I am simply a random variable that exists solely to make up numbers. I am nonexistent in the grand scheme of things. I don’t contribute to science, I don’t contribute to society as a whole, I don’t even give back to those around me. Being alive means nothing, and when I die, nothing will change.