Blackpill is the reason why I dont buy girls flowers anymore

I used to buy flowers to girls that date me, I even buy flowers to the girl when i was in a relationship with her. <br><br>I treated women nice but I was always wondering why dont she ask how was my day or is there something I can do for you.<br><br>She never did, even when I brought her flowers. But somehow I was the one who always had to bring her flowers. It was her birthday, so you need flowers. She broke up with her bestie and is sad, you need flowers. We go together to dinner, you need to bring flowers.<br><br>I could never talk with her about anything else than her, her needs, her problems, she never asked me how I am and she never cared about me. I was only her slave to buy her flowers.<br><br>I bought her flowers and she said thank you and sometimes she even did not even said anything to me. But I was expecting her to atleast hug me or caress my hair. <br><br>I was stupid and brought her flowers because I thought she likes them and it makes her happy and I can comfort her when she is sad. But she never did anything for me, she never wanted to comfort me when I am sad. Sometimes I even had to tell her that she looks nice even when it was so obvious. But somehow I was the one who always had to tell her that she looks nice.<br><br>We went to dinner and somehow the conversation turned into that I am ugly and that she has low standards, because she is dating only guys who are 5. She was laughing and I could only laugh too, because it was so obvious that she is kinda right. But deep inside she hurt me alot with that. She also told me that she only dates me, because she is "loyal" to me and that she waits for me and that she was still waiting for me.<br><br>I dumped her and I never bought any girl flowers ever since.