I'm furious. I'm hurt. I'm sad. I just want to scream at the top of my lungs.

This is my first post in this chamber, but I've been lurking for days. Thank you all for making me feel less alone in my anger and in my hurt. I feel like my whole country is dead. I feel like I lost a loved one. I feel like I'm losing my right to my own body.<br><br>I've never felt this much hate and anger before. I feel like a zombie wandering in space. I just want to scream from the bottom of my lungs, from the depths of my soul. I've never been to therapy, but I feel I must. How am I to cope with this?<br><br>How are you coping? How can I cope?