I want to fall in love with someone so badly

I have been lonely since I was a little girl. I have always been a social outcast. I have no friends and nothing to offer. I feel like I’m just existing and nothing else. I dream of someone to share my life with. I don’t care about anything else. <br><br>I just want someone to be in love with. Just one person to have full control of my heart. I don’t have any expectations or anything. I just want someone to be there for me. I want to be in someone’s arms. I want to be kissed, I want to be cuddled, I want to be told I’m loved.<br><br>I want to be needed. I want to be wanted. I want someone to be obsessed with me and love me so much that they can’t imagine a world without me in it. I want someone who will be with me through the good times and the bad. I want someone who will understand me and never judge me. I want someone who will make me feel like I am enough and that I am doing my best.<br><br>I want to be with someone like this so badly. I don’t know how to obtain it but I’m just praying that someday it will happen to me. I don’t know how much more of this loneliness and isolation I can take. It’s so scary. It feels like I’m all alone in this world. I know I’m not but it feels like it.<br><br>I’m tired of dreaming of the same scenario over and over again. The scenario is where I meet my soulmate and they love me for who I am. They don’t judge me and they make me feel like I am enough. They love me for my strengths and weaknesses. They make me feel nothing but love and comfort and I can trust them with my heart.<br><br>I’m tired of dreaming about this and waking up alone. I’m so tired of being alone. I want my dream to come true so badly. I want so desperately to fall in love with someone and have them love me back.